are you there?

Hi baby.
I am not sure if you are already in me, but why do I feel like you are?
I hope I haven’t been hurting you with my endless cough and all the un-nutricious food I’ve been eating. Apart of me is afraid if you are already in me. I feel like I haven’t done my part in making sure that you’d be a healthy baby. I hope this doesn’t mean that I am a bad mother because trust me baby, I only want to be the best for you.
Abt half an hour ago, I felt like vomiting. I can’t stand the smell of my hands. was that you, baby? Was that the very first sign you gave me?
If I am already carrying you inside me, please give me a sign soon. I really want to know. Am all excited thinking about how you’d look like. Will you look like your daddy? He’s got very very bushy eyebrows you know? And his head is kind of big and if you look like him, oh man I will suffer in labour! :p
My first check up is coming soon and I hope to hear good news from the gynae. The best news would be that you are already comfortably in my tummy of course.

Talk soon baby.